why do i try so hard? why do i care so much? all for nothing. All to be rejected again.
why do i do this to myself? why? why can t i push him away.
i was doing fine, i was i didn't ask him to come back in my life. i didn't ask for the feelings to come rushing back. i feel like i should go back and read my old journal posts. maybe then i will see the hearbreak that im headed for.
for now i'm shutting down. laying low and not giving in, for now.
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