"i'm ready to wallow"

sometimes you just need a day where you cry. let all your emotions out and cry. its been over a month. i have been fine, happy. i think its because i have just had distractions. but i haven't dealt with the feelings.

so today, this is me dealing with my feelings.

edit:
while watching must love dog's...
" i have a theory... i think your heart grows back bigger ya know, once you get the shit beat out of you. And the universe lets your heart expand that way, cause thats the function of all this pain and heartache that you go through and you gotta go through that to come out to a better place."