and it starts now

I got accepted to CCBC today. Hearing that lady on the phone tell me congratulations and that I had been accepted was the best feeling ever. I am so very happy. I feel like I am actually going to start my life. Accomplish something for myself and fulfill Gods plan! But then that is when the fear and doubt start to roll in. Although the thought of fulfilling Gods plan and starting my new life in a new town with all new surroundings, that also means I will be leaving Visalia, my comfort, and leaving my friends and family who I love so very much and will miss tremendously. I will be a moving 5 hours away from all that I know. I was born and raised here. My life is here in Visalia, but God is starting a new life a new season in Murrieta. I am so very excited for Him to lead me there and guide me in this new season. I can't wait to be there! But its a bitter sweet feeling. All I have to focus on is His will and His unfailing love.

Alright kid, you have a month, make the best of it.