a heart that hurts is a heart that beats - U2

What would be the end? Our relationship seems to go on and on, no matter what I do. Were always coming back no matter how many months pass, no matter what changes in our lives. but its not the same. feelings have changed.

He is still a part of me, and I am still a part of him. The hardest thing is hearing someone say, "I don't think you will ever get over it."

Perhaps I might feel more finality if there was a gravestone marking the death of my relationship with him. But all that marks the end now are memories. sad memories. there is nothing tangible, nothing that i can kneel by and mourn over....

"Here is the place we put to rest our pain, our sadness, our happiness, our love; we mark is as dead. Here is this place we kneel and cry. Here we have a monument to our relationship. That is all that we have."

but now we remain as two.