question and no answer

how are you supposed to stop loving someone?

better question

why would i want to?

answer...?

the bigger plan

A relationship is about glorifying God. Together.

My relationship with my Lord comes before everything, therefore i seek a man who puts the Lord first in all he does.

If its not a relationship where you are glorifying God, i believe God will probably stop it.

His plans are bigger than ours. If those plans aren't being met he will do everything in his power to do so.

I'm a selfish person. I was letting my own selfish desires get in the way of God's overall plan. Because i thought that was what God wanted. Boy, was i wrong.

Defiantly letting God control every aspect of my life now.

(ps i typed this in the most inappropriate place)

clean getaway...

if only.

happy will be the day i say, "i finally made it. i made a clean getaway." but will i be happy? will it truely be bliss?

if only.

seeing happy couples. cheerful girls, smitten with there partners. seeing that boy gaze into her eyes, and look so full of joy. "it looked just like love. "

will the feelings ever go away? when will the pain end?
in time.

if only.
it was here now.
i will wait for you, time. but please come soon.

"and i miss you, i miss you every single day."